Maaf.

I'm sorry for being immature.

I'm sorry for being and insulant to you.

I'm sorry for everything i might say offended you.

I'm sorry for being insensitive sometimes.

I'm sorry for not being understanding sometimes.

I'm sorry for not caring.

I'm sorry that i forgot.

I'm sorry that i am selfish sometimes.

I'm sorry that i am not what you've expected.

I'm sorry for not being there.

I'm sorry for being careless.

I'm sorry for being heartless sometimes.

I'm sorry that i am not perfect in anyway.

I'm Sorry.

Thoughts deep inside translated into words.

I wont talk


I wont breathe


I wont move till you finally see


That you belong with me



You might think

I dont look


But deep inside


In the corner of my mind


Im attached to you


Im weak


Its true


Cuz im afraid to know the answer


Do you want me too?


Cuz my heart keeps falling faster



I've waited all my life


To cross this line


To the only thing thats true


So I will not hide


Its time to try


Anything to be with you


All my life

I've waited


This is true



You dont know what you do


Everytime you walk into the room


Im afraid to move


Im weak


Its true


Im just scared to know the ending


Do you see me too?


Do you even know u met me?


Its time to try anything to be with you



This is true



I know when

I go i'll be on my way to you


The way thats true



I've waited all my life to cross this line


To the only thing thats true


So I will not hide


Its time to try anything to be with you


All my life I've waited



This is true

 

O.N.E.3.R.D, NADIM, MELAKA.

Haka, Diasaskan oleh Tolet, sehingga hari ini diteruskan oleh warga Nadim selepas itu!

The first time i stood in Lend Ground was on 27/06/09. Pergh, Part one syall! hahahahah

Lepas parents tinggalkan aku dkt sni, aku berkawanlah dgn budak2 selevel aku ini. Diaorg suma datang dari pelbagai pelusuk negeri, Kedah, Perlis, Pahang, Johor, Perak, Negeri Sembilan, Melaka, Kelantan, Terengganu, kira Sarawak pown ada ar.. aku memberanikan diri utk berkenalan dgn semua diaowg.. turns out, everyone was okayh, kira satu kepala dgn aku. xda hal arr nak melawak, main2, kutuk mengutuk suma, mmg korunk terbaik arr dak2 one3rd!

hahahaha..

Berada di bawah naungan kolej NAdim, it really does feels like home bila duduk dekat sini. sewaktu tu, Kepah menjadi YDP, seorang YDP yang boleh masuk n lepak dgn semua org! itu yg aku nak, aku pegang cara Kepah approach dan uruskan org. Alhamdulillah, sem ini aku pegang jawatan sebagai Mt untuk Blok Nadim. Senior2 aku semuanya terbaik. Walaupun semuanya perangai lain2 antara satu sama lain, tapi diaorg have the same goals and appreciation, sayang blok!. For that, I gave my highest salutations to all you seniors. Baynagkan, dah grad 10 tahun dah, boleh datang balik ke Kolej Nadim. bila aku pikir balik, terharu doe...

Here at Nadim, umake friends, u be a friend. merepek, melepak, overnyte, main mercun sama2. Aku berani jamin aku tak akan dapat pengalaman macam nih dekat mana2 tempat belajar yang lain, dan aku tak pernah menyesal menjadi seorang warga NADIM.  You get to be yourself and enjoy life. No wonder daddy said Life terbaik adalah life as a university student. now i get it Abah, thx 4 da tip! 

X)

ROLL TOGETHER DIE TOGETHER, One3rd!

Futsal!

Sanggup suport aku pg Pantai Putri semata2 nak bg telur ngn tepung, terharu doe.

Aktiviti bersama Warga Level One3rd!

Part One

(hahahah, gedik, time part one ja) HAHAHAHAH!

Hold My Hand by Maher Zain

Maher Zain

The first time I've heard the music and name Maher Zain, it was from my friend Faiznur Abdullah and Rafiuddin Hafiz Hanuar. At first, i thought to myself "this is just another new singer whose only showboating one hit song and everyone knows Nasyhed cannot be commercialised. I WAS WRONG. Turns out, everybody was listening to this man called Maher Zain. I was like "aik, ramainye yg minat lagu mamat nih, best sangat ke? can he go all the way? macamana ramai sngt leh tawu pasal mamat nih? famous sangat ke?"

So on a fine day, i Googled about him, read about his bibliography and listen to his songs. MasyaAllah, he's really talented! The last time i felt touched by a Nasyhed song was Hijjaz, Rabbani and Raihan. I felt sorry for my stupidity for judging this wonderful soul as someone yg "bajet". I continued listening to more and more song. Turns out, i get chills at each and everyone of his song. I continously watch the ratings on his video at Youtube. Tiap-tiap hari bertambah viewer, sampai millions. Wow, this guy is a world sensation. Ramai gak yg minat lagu berunsurkan keagamaan nih, alhamdulillah. Eversince then, I am a follower of Maher Zain. His songs gives me a sense of peace and tranquility, sumpah cakap. 

For example, i was driving my brother to his tusyen at 5.30. the clock was already 5.25 and the journey usually takes 15 minutes. Apa lagi, henjut arr Smart aku tuh. 80-100, 120-130, tuh pown atas jalan biasa ja kot. atas freeway, 160. And then, entah cmana, I felt a need of song change, so i change to Cd Player, and pop, MAher Zain. And then suddenly my driving change from fast and dangerous driver to relax and cool headed driver. tiba-tiba aku terpikir, "Bila plak aku beli CD nih?" I found out that my mother bought the Cd couple of weeks ago. I was like, "mak aih, mak aku pown layan Maher Zain." Paling susah la taste music mak aku nak sama dengan aku, hehe. Sayang u mama!

In conclusion to that, I just wanna say that his music has no age barrier, ethnicity barrier and geographical barrier. He is the true new hero of me. I mean, think about it, a man who sings and rhymes about Islam, what's not to like, right? X)

Maher Zain (born 1982) is a Swedish singer and music producer of Lebanese origin. His first album 'Thank You Allah' of 13 tracks and two bonus songs was released on 1 November 2009. His music videos on Youtube have collectively gained more than 4 million views.

Some of my favourite songs.

HOLD MY HAND

Now we share the same bright sun,
The same round moon
Why don’t we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought

Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we have left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let’s pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

ALWAYS BE THERE

So when the time is hard
There’s no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE’s always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

THANK YOU ALLAH

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Perangai. X)

i've been to many places, seen different culture and different history, but what i like to see the most is the differences in behavior and personality in people.

i've seen people with great leader traits but has bad socializing skills.

i've seen people whom scores in their studies, with FLYING COLOURS (jealous much), tapi tak pernah nampak baca buku pown. 

SERIOUS!!

i've seen people whose looks, acts and dress nerdy or bajet gud-gud gituh, haha. in other words, they really are good folks, but xsangka, geng2 nih la kuat minum, clubbing and other bad stuffs. 

i've made another research under the Sunnys List. Enjoy.

65% of the people i've met is consider normal in the public's eye. i say one in a 100.

Most of my peers and friends are this peeps.

: )

10% is semi-normal, which means weird but acceptable behaviors. i say one in 50,000 people.

If you really think about it, you'll know which friends is under this category.

15% is unique, meaning they have their own way of handling themselves or how they present themselves to the public. I say one in a Million.  X)

These are the people i love to make friends with, the ones whose not afraid to be themselves. 0% sense of hiprocracy at all. wherever, whenever, perangai sama ja. hahah.

  

2% of what observed are people who, cmne nak ckp ek, kira sekali pandang mmg langsi, sombong, kerek, arrogant, u name it, hahah.. tp bila dah lama kawan ngn diaorg, they are the most understanding, thoughtful, supportive, caring people you known. memang ikot kepala otak diaorg arr, kalau masuk air, diaorg nih la best lepak! Terbaik!

Amongst my frens yg kategori nih ialah Hafizi Omar (Subang), Rabbani Hadri (Keramat), 

Aslam (Penang), Khairi G!g!(Penang), Zulhairi (Penang), Hilmi Sufyand (Rawang), Rafiuddin (Keramat) dan 2-3 org lagi.

Geng2 nih la yg aku takkan lupa smpai bila2. memang susah la nak jumpa spesies nih dalam hidup aku. these kind of peeps are one in a BILLION. no scratch that, make that Two Billion! hahah.

8% lg korunk tawu tak ape? hahaha

those are the people yg mmg plain Crazy!!

hahahahaaha.

X)

The reason i've written this is to remind myself about friends. Dalam dunia nih, macam2 perangai kita akan jumpa, nak sebut satu persatu memang tak arr, hahah. The most important thing is, know which one is kawan yang sekadar nama kawan, kawan yg makan kawan, kawan yg betul2 kawan, kawan enjoy, kawan belajar, kawan yang support & yg paling penting kawan yg x sangka jd kawan baik.

X)

Annuar Khir,2010